In Heaven

Well you can be sure that I never wanted to write a post like this but life is full of trials.  We found out today that I  have miscarried.  I had a feeling last Wednesday when the baby wasn't measuring what it should have been.  And it was confirmed today on ultrasound after I had some spotting this morning.  Our little sweetheart gets to be with Jesus . We are extremely sad, but we are thankful for God's faithfulness.  He has been preparing our hearts for this all along. As soon as I got pregnant, I began to hear this song on the radio OFTEN. I realize it was played often because it's a great song, but I hardly get to listen to the radio (usually Veggie Tales movies are playing). But it seemed like every time I turned it on, I heard this. And it brought me to tears every time. I began to sense that some sort of trial would be coming. The Lord speaks through many ways but I know for sure He was speaking to me through this song.  And I know even now He will not forsake us.  We are overwhelmed by the love and support of our friends and family.  We have a D&C scheduled for Wednesday.  We love you all.

Not for a Moment by Meredith Andrews

You were reaching through the storm 
Walking on the water 
Even when I could not see 
In the middle of it all 
When I thought You were a thousand miles away 
Not for a moment did You forsake me 
Not for a moment did You forsake me 

CHORUS 
After all You are constant 
After all You are only good 
After all You are sovereign 
Not for a moment will You forsake me 
Not for a moment will You forsake me 

You were singing in the dark 
Whispering Your promise 
Even when I could not hear 
I was held in Your arms 
Carried for a thousand miles to show 
Not for a moment did You forsake me 

Chorus 

And every step every breath You are there 
Every tear every cry every prayer 
In my heart at my worst 
When my world falls down 
Not for a moment will You forsake me 
Even in the dark 
Even when it's hard 
You will never leave me 
After all